No, its not the peasants' sufferings or a broken heart or an ugly bitch trying to ruin my life. all those are forgivable and settleable (there's such word?). Nope, none of those makes me feel low. I am a pwincess, i cant easily feel suicidal. Occasionally i think of a 100 ways to kill myself, but thats just to make my brain more creative and for me to know the signs if any peasants are suicidal.
Nope, its not the usual problems, its not even a problem.
Its......
The End of a very special world tour.
The Alive World Tour.
sad. griefing. dunno why. eventhough i only went to one.
maybe coz that was the first time i really wanted to see someone live. faced the crowd. and the rain. and the brokeness (again, is that a word?).
but now i feel empty. since yesterday. when i know it was over. empty. feeling really down.
who cares if ur rolling ur eyes when reading this. who asked u to read.
now, coz its over. i feel sad. but they're not over. they're just getting started. they're progressing.
so,i will make a new life mission. I'm gonna watch them in their hometown, two years from now. maybe with their family, maybe just by themselves.
and i'm bringing all these unicorns along. u no need to like them. u just need to like me enuff to go.
ok, now u can laugh. sorry for the psycho post. i shall go and attend the worldly problems now. my peasants still need their pwincess.
~PwincessFi
2 comments:
unicorn pinoe will not go with pwincess fi to watch them in korea unless she's given endless supply of unicorn rainbows with a pot of gold every step of the way. not at the end of the rainbow cos it's an endless rainbow.. (pinoe)
i will get u ur pot of gold!!! dont worry.. n we're going!!!!
~pwincessfi
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