configuration of the heart

it is almost impossible to say that there are people who have never had their share of feeling sad and pathetic.  Because the truth is , we're all human and we have feelings, pleasant, unpleasant, you name it.

one might be rich and famous, but i doubt that there is not a moment in life that one feels sad. 

i say that the reason to all this madness would be our amazing heart. 

the heart has amazing capability to experience a lot of emotions at the same time. 

happy. excited. surprised. sad. shocked. these are just a few of them. *what the fuck am i crapping about, get to the point Barnron*

what i am trying to say is that the heart influences greatly on how we handle our life.

last few years, i was sad, a sad woman. woman? okay, more like young woman. 

i was a complete mess, well, i am still a complete mess, but a lot better than i was.

i might be laughing, but the next moment, i might feel sad out of the blue. it was a sad phase of my life. my heart was a mess, tangled up unresolved issues. 

but then, i have my heart configured. i might still have issues now, but once you have figure out the things bottled up in your heart, you're good to go.

you need to tell your heart, yourself, to figure things out.

sometimes, you do know what goes wrong, you just don't want to let it go. because you're afraid that you wont feel this way ever again (referring to me) but trust me once you have it figured out, things would fall into pieces, slowly, and it would be the best thing in the world. i had help figuring things out, more like a catalyst which can be pretty varied for different individuals.

matters of the heart, should be figured out, don't push them down. but then again, we're just human, we have read so many things on this matter, heard so many stories, but when it finally happens to us, it is almost impossible to do what the books say, or what our friends say.
everything comes down to us, to decide the best way to deal with matters of the heart.

so, what did i just write? what was my point?

well, a bunch of crap, only to be understood by the chosen ones.

love, 

Barnron.

who happens to be a sentimental and complicated unicorn. well, a royal one.