For the Most Part

For the most part I am looking forward for my life to change, for the better of course. But, for the other parts that's left, I have to say I hate change. The last time I was excited about change was when I went into uni. Young, stupid, and absolutely naive. If I wasn't all of that a few years back, I swear to God I would not have thrown myself into all of that. Then again though, nobody knows what they want to be especially when they're 17. Still, it still boggles me to this day to why I was so sure back then. Maybe I should go back to the young, stupid and naive part.

Anyway, my point in writing this is because I just want to tell everyone that I'm going away for a while. I cannot do this anymore. I need time away from all of the world. The other day I was about to cry but I did not allow myself to it. I told myself I wasn't allowed to cry because I am so blessed and that crying was a privilege that I didn't deserve. As you might realize, some people cry to make themselves feel better or just because they couldn't take it anymore. Well, I was about to cry because of all that but I didn't let myself.

I might not be answering calls or texts, go into my facebook and twitter but you can still find me. I promise you can still find me. In places I feel most at home. Where they never fail to make me smile whenever I'm there. If you know me well, you can find me in those places.

I'm okay, I'm fine. You may think I'm seeking some sort of attention, maybe I am. People are judgmental in nature, I don't really care. So, before I go on a journey, a new journey I must say, which I'm scared to death to go into, I going to go to another journey. Away from all of these things that I can't tell you. They're making me shallow. I become hateful cause of them. I don't want to be that. So, I'm going away. Wish me luck.

i have been gone anyway so...and i sorta have a little crush on anna kendrick...

PINOE